Through what lens do you see your fictomere? Is it religious, spiritual, neuro/psychological, supernatural, cultural, creative, something else, just-is...?

I feel like my fictomere is viewed several different ways by me. Mostly, I'd say a combination of spiritual/supernatural, psychological, and creative. For the creative part, I've been using the prompts here on dreamwidth to help me explore this part of myself a lot lately, and it's been both helpful and a bit of a struggle. I thought about the idea of writing in a more creative way too for this, using my fursona as a means of exploring, since he's heavily based on my fictomere, and may be another of my 'types. Still looking into that, honestly.

As for the spiritual/supernatural side of things, I have more than one vampire past existence. My fictomere is only one of them, but is the same "species" of vampire as my other one (this doesn't include my fursona, either). I've figured some things out about both, with a lot of help from a spirit guide I work with on all this, but want to know more.

Getting into the psychological aspect of all this, I'm pretty sure part of the reason for how I experience things through my fictomere is because of me being neurodivergent. I have autism, along with multiple psychological conditions, which already affects how I view things. I think this is a way for me to process the world in a way that is more defined. It gives me a more predictable framework to build on, a structure for how things can be connected and understood along with my existing knowledge of me being a vampire. (Hopefully that makes some kind of sense. It's late for me and I need to sleep for work, heh.)

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